siiEwwjEaN w0rhxx.!!

my new love

2009-12-03T04:05:00.002+08:00

Hi everybody

Hi blogger! i has abandoned you hehe. is not my fault you sucks.

hehe.

lol blogger sucks cannot upload GIF puke must use my tinypic yuck.

i'm back with a few photos and i may randomly update this space, but don't be expecting solid and regular updates. I may come back, who knows? but in the meantime, just watch this space, and try to find me on lj, twitworld, or fb! byeeeee.

this guy is damn hot muak

bang bang you're dead over and out bye!

2009-05-21T17:01:00.001+08:00

I was born in a city
However small
It held a hospital
For location where i came into being
It was all down hill from there

What do you do
When your lifes a disaster
And your moving faster
And its getting harder to breathe

What do you say
If some is right but
You disagree
Even if its the truth

okay yes im here again, posting. i knowwww stupid but i've got the computer now so whoo. its so laggy though hate using this, i want my laptop back!!!

have decided, after listening to soothing music, that i'm pretty apathetic about the whole thing. don't care any more, not angry anymore. besides, I dont think im at fault what, but i'm not gonna be SR about it. So, whatever. give me dirty looks if you really think its my fault lor. don't need you to be my friend.

anyway, was using momo's iphone translator to translate some of my magazine words. i havent translated any articles, but now i know what GIRLS GENERATION AND FUNNY TALK, KARA, BIG BANG, DBSK, are in korean. *shrugs*

ACJC talk today. kinda cool. ok im off. bai.

2009-04-28T14:44:00.008+08:00

Oooookay I haven't updated properly for so long.

GOD i tell you, those taxi drivers must love it every time exams roll around. All the students, lugging home their books, the smart ones with boxes, and the rest in arms or in paper bags. Home too far, must take cab. They love it i tell you.

UGH hate the cab driver today. Cause all of us had loads of books, and it was generally in the same direction, i shared a cab with kevin & edward. The taxi driver damn annoying leh please. wtf lah edward asked me 3 times in the cab if i'm dropping them off, and i DID mention to him that there were 2 stops. the uncle STILL go and restart the meter leh! wtf. make me pay an extra 3 bucks lor. cb only wanna cheat my money. BMF FAF. Then when i protested he still claimed i didn't say that there were 2 stops leh! wahlau.

Okay never mind. Shall not waste my brain cells on mindless stupid people. Photos now shan't be a photo asshole heehee

More on fb...

2009-04-13T17:01:00.018+08:00

Long agoooo, HEALTHY.

Poor thing needs rest! my poor baby... God why can't people see he's tired and stop packing his schedule! TSK! And him, too. Baby we love you and totally won't mind if you miss a few fan meets cos you need to rest! Your fans would be disappointed, but as long as you re-schedule, no one's gonna blame you!! You look so tired! PLEAAASE go get some rest, preferably somewhere with lots of sun, sand, and hot girls.

Okay, photos! Siewleng didn't come school today, suspect BOF is to blame. Did filing today in math, i had to dig for most worksheets. At least ms wong took the time to do filing with us, cause if left to our own devices, like in physics, etc, we'd prolly just dump in a load of stuff and call it a day.

I'm pretty surprised to find that i actually have most of the worksheets, and that they're complete! I knowwww, total shock. English was okay, Mdm eng didn't come, which was actually of little consequence to us cos Mr Singh teaches us now. Honestly, i haven't seen her PROPERLY for damn long lah. Tsk.

EECHING DAMN ACT CUTE PLS.
on a side note, GET WELL SOON BBY.

EEYER.

cross country ( i know, so long ago)

AFTER BAND SYF. Yes that's Elissa's tie on my head. Don't i look so hot?

BOBO *snigger*

LULZ.

FOOD!!!! We are fat hungry people.

I!

ALE THINK SHE'S MONKEY COS SHE CAN HANG. TSK.

heeheex.

I WAS HUNGRY.

TSK.

his shirt says RAIKKONEN btw.

Prince Song~

Kim bum looks damn unhot here.

heexheex porn.

KHJ BBY

CAM!!!

UNGLAM HEEHEE

FEPLAZA.

birdie!

AWWWW

HAI MOSHI MOSHI

WAH ALE.

LOOKS DAMN NICE TASTES LIKE CRAP DO NOT BE FOOOOLED.

WAH ale your face damn hot!!!!

Nose clip ( i don't actually think it WORKS )

EYELINER SIALLL

tiredzzz.

LOOK SO YOUNG :(

bah!

I LOOK ALL OF 7 YEARS OLD.

2009-04-12T16:49:00.004+08:00

TOTAL LACK OF UPDATES!
In fact, i haven't been online for 2-3 days, didn't even touch my dear baby. Just went on a BOF spree, aka spent 1-2 hours updating myself on the BOF news. Don't like Lee Min Ho's single, very.. Weird.

Anyway, I've been having fun these few days. Have you? And i have some snacks next to my bed, hahahah left overs from the John Little Sale where chesna & i felt free to act like aunties (come on, no one was there to see us). So..... picnic on monday yo! hahahah.

Study study study people, Mid years are coming. Not sure if i actually plan on practicing what I preach, but y'know....

Some icons i koped off various places....
Oh and today's my mom's birthday, so my sorry ass was dragged out of bed at 7.30 ( Guilt) to go eat Jalan Kayu.

2009-04-06T17:25:00.003+08:00

JUST FINISHED BOF. CRIED LIKE MAD!!!!!

I especially love the part where the little girl was like, I'M GOING TO MARRY YOU WHEN I GROW UP! and hug ji hoo awwwww luv luv luv. He's happy so i'm happy! I also cried when I saw him going into his grandfather's clinic and taking the sethoscope. awww! And when she said he was her first love and hero. AWWWW HEART PAIN NEVERMIND I LOVE HIM!!!!!!!

And the part where Yijung came back and went to find Ga Eul, then the little girl said, Did you just come back from sweden? And Yijung said, Yes, you're so smart how did you know that? And she said, Teacher said her boyfriend was in Sweden and then Ga Eul covered her mouth and was so embarrassed. AWWWW. LUV!!!!!!

luv u foreverrrrrr hahahah

you too!!!

you, not really. a bit only la.

wont say i love them at the risk of sounding like a paedophile, but mini-jihoo is soooo cute!

love all except Jandi because i'm not bi and i'm still kinda angry at her for not choosing jihoo, and not even finding him a girl to love!!!!!
I know! she can give me to him ^^

2009-04-04T00:08:00.004+08:00

OKAY I HAVEN'T BEEN POSTING EVEN THOUGH I HAVE MY LAPTOP!!!!!

GUILT. hahah know you idiots out there haven't missed me la! I've just been sooooo caught up in my newest addiction, BOYS OVER FLOWERS. If you watch it PLEASE sms/ leave a comment okay SERIOUSLY, i'm damn addicted.

Kim hyung joong is like, the most beautiful person i have EVER seen and i like his character in the show. His cheekbones, his nose DAMN straight, especially beautiful in profile. Seriously, seriously. I wouldn't say he's HANDSOME, but he is beautiful. Like, I could stare athis facial structure for AGES and not get bored.

Kim joon (woo bin) is cute too, his character in the show is FUNNY, what with all the YO YO YO, mafia connections, and smirking.

Not much to say for gu jun pyo and yi jung (kim bum).

AND ITS NOT FOR LACK OF WANTING. Eeching restricted me from crushing on yi jung (SAD), but i do think he's cute. SUCH a waste that he can't do pottery anymore!!! Woo bin shouldn't have let that guy go, should have continued beating him up.

Ah, waste. Yi Jung!!!
okay so in case you don't know....

Woo-bin, Yi Jung, Gu Jun Pyo, JI HOOOOOOOOOO

Luv!!!

i know, im like....

A mad fangirl and i am so jealous because TWO GUYS LIKE JAN DI!!!!!!! stupid girl she's like, hooky-ing both of them TSK

Bah depressionz why don't guys like them exist? Dont have to be rich just need the sense of humor, DRESS SENSE ( although, what is UP with the show stylists, why is it that when Jihoo isn't wearing his suits, he's wearing those baggy THINGS? GET RID OF THEM PLS they do no good for his body shape), etc. CHARISMA!!!!!! even woobin has charisma!!!!!!!!

okay dies. i want guys like these please.

2009-03-28T19:27:00.002+08:00

Eeching's.

AT LEAST EECHING LOOKS CUTE LOR.

MY FRINGEE!!!!!!!!!
*Cry*
edward told me looks like graph.
AND HE HOOTED WHEN HE SAW MY FRINGE OMG KILLZ SELF.

2009-03-26T19:15:00.014+08:00

disgusting boy HAHA

ain's jordon jacket.

BIGFOOT EDWARD

MY BESTFRIEND

B&J cookies

poor abused hand.

ain you perv. OR WAS IT ANNE.

momo use me as chair :(

CUTE OK

SPCA :(

Okay okay these aren't all the photos. But some of the stuff, you had to be there to experience it to find it funny, y'know?

Anyhow, not much has been going on with me but i've had very weird dreams. Not in the league of Chesna's, of course (i dont dream of eating myself), and neither are they in the league of Janice's (ew i would never wanna be a slug). But weird, nonetheless.

Ah well.

2009-03-24T21:05:00.009+08:00

OKAY i officially suck. I haven't been online the whole of last week, unless you count the random popping up on facebook here and there, etc.

Last week was the holiday week, just in case you didn't know, haha. okay i know, stupid. Anyway, last week we had bio remedial, quite fun i guess, even though we didn't really accomplish much.

And Chem & phy have been fun, *sniggers* not much else to say la. Real large backlog of photos, i truly suck. okay i'll be a photo asshole awhile more, i'll just upload some photos from my phone, not the camera.

^^
I AM HAPPY HAHA.

HE THINKS MY JACKET IS AWSHUMMMMM.

why does sitting next to edward always seem to result in siao hair for me..

edward spoilt my shoe lor!

yanfang happy !!

yeap i look happy fat crazy pregnant

SO GROSS RIGHT.

SIEWLENG'S LEG WHEN SHE FELL IN THE DRAIN.

2009-03-14T14:25:00.003+08:00

Anthony & Ian can look totally hot with long hair.
In fact, actually, i think Anthony can look hot with almost anything;

even permed hair.
I <3 Smosh!!!

2009-03-10T21:07:00.001+08:00

So I just read Chesna's latest entry (Chesna the nice girl who introduced me to songs like Float on, Today, and movies like Fracture (i feel like watching it again bitch), Peter Pan (eee LOVE), and serendipity (i can't say much for pretty persuasion though). And I'd like to agree that it IS easier, not having to respond to threats like, YOU PEC AH. I'M GOING TO REPORT THIS TO MR KANG. I also find that without such threats hanging over my head, I've been doing better, and such threats have no longer been uttered. In fact, mrs lau recently said that I've been doing better & that she'd put in a good word to Mr Kang. I had to tell her i'm no longer a PEC (hope she lives in guilt thinking its all her fault, don't like what she said today, she can be quite insensitive).

My scores have gone up, I recently got 27half/45 for my bio test (highest of all time that i actually worked for), I'm enjoying math lessons (differentiation + a partner that could be a math teacher, he is THAT patient), I've been doing all my SS essays (yep even during that stupid week where we had to do FOUR), i've been doing my core assignments (one of the reasons why i'm pissed off at mrs lau, actually).

I am proud to say that I'm a better student even if my skirt isn't long, my fringe isn't pinned up, and i don't always wear my badge cause i can't remember.

On days like today when our names (me & chesna) get called up on stage for any commendation (we didn't go hahah), I feel proud of myself.

SUCKS TO BE YOU, K!

2009-03-10T17:57:00.027+08:00

I shall start my post off on a very happy note. Aka how much Aaron Carter (you remember him, right, that blond dude everyone had a crush on in like, primary 2?)
So anyway, I love listening to his songs. They make me happy. When I've had a bad day, I listen to his songs and all is right with the world.

Aaron Carter is, for want of a better word, AMUSING. I am half bemused, half amused when i listen to his songs. They're so... Egoistical. He is a narcissist. Take Not Too Young, Not Too Old, for example. In it, he sings,

"hit me on, baby, aaron-carter.com
see, when it comes to girls, I'm not too young (know what I mean)

He's steppin' out with the older boys,
cover up your ears cause we making mad noise
he's steppin' out with the younger girls
cover up your eyes cause we rock the world
he's steppin' out with the older boys,
cover up your ears cause we're making mad noise
he's steppin' out with the younger girls,
cover up your eyes cause we rock the world!

see, when it comes to takin' all the girls for a cruise
(in my ride)
all I need is pillows
hello (hello) Im? not too young (dururudu)
my cellular rung (dururudu)
switch it off, yo, hit me in the pager
a real teen-ager (you got a pager?)
With the fake beard battin' in the majors
that's how we roll
and when it suits me
I'm anywhere between 12 and 18 years old
Here we go"

DOES HE NOT SOUND LIKE HIS HEAD IS SWOLLEN?
Are you not amused!? he sings them totally deadpan, with no trace of sarcasm! he is AMUSING!
God, i love aaron carter. I remember me & my sister dancing to I Want Candy when we were kids.

Anyway, on saturday, Janice & I watched the Curious Case Of Benjamin Button. I really am sorry for all the times I made fun of Brad Pitt, because he was SO HOT in Benjamin Button. Honestly. We were oogling and giggling everytime they showed Brad Pitt in shots, with his aviators & looking cool. ahhaha.

So Ms wong didn't come today, free periods! We congregated at Chesna & Edward's tables, talked, and played taptap with chesna whining about how she wanted to play Whack Them All. Yesterday, LFL didn't come, and we were staggering around the corridors and having our own version of WWE (edward is SUCH a cheater, never play with him if you're a girl!)
Basically we just had loads of fun & I love my friends!
EECHING DARLING PLS GET WELL, KINDA WEIRD TO WALK PAST YOUR CLASS AND REALIZE MY FAVORITE FELLOW SLUT ISN'T THERE!

this is my favourite photo of all time.

this is prolly my second favourite photo.

third favourite.

AWESOME SONG

janice's pencil box HAHA.

2009-03-06T23:48:00.004+08:00

So. THE MAN is canceling arts nite. OUTRAGE/TRAGEDY, anyone?!
GOD. They can't blame it all on just one factor, its not fair. Plus its ARTS NITE. Its like, an integral part of our school culture and all that crap.
LIM YAN HOCK WOULD NEVER DO THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

gah seriously?!
and if you're reading this and feel this same way, CLICK THIS FACEBOOK GROUP AND JOIN!!!
seriously.... WE NEED ARTS NITE LA.

dinner last year.
AWWW, its been so long since we did smth like this!

all the people wearing class tee during breakthru.

Luv our skirts.
WAH EECHING LEG DAMN SKINNY LEH!

she very ah-bviously loves me

2009-03-04T22:17:00.002+08:00

Today would be my heaviest day of the week.
SS, two tuition sessions (the only two tution sessions i have and they're both on the same day), the study group (aiyo waste time HAHA only studied for say, 1/2 hour?) math remedial, math quiz, and tomorrow, bio test.
Stupid ms lam added on another topic last minute, helllooooo?

So, lucky i slept from 6pm-6am yesterday, eh? cos i won't be getting much sleep tonight, THAT'S for certain. I pity tianhuai, i am gonna WHINE tml.

Brandon Flowers, baby.

2009-02-27T19:19:00.004+08:00

polaroid love! (L)

o look its tian huai!
i think dylan took this, itchy fingers.

momo hatez me :(

MEAN!!!!!!!

someone's ear is infectedddd!

husband & pregnant wife.
looks fake tho.
PHAIL.

EPIC PHAIL.

siao girl.

mdm eng's lesson...

free periods rock!

2009-02-25T20:16:00.003+08:00

I get chills listening to the Unintended starting. Omg <3! I love when he sings in falsetto actually. HAHA, so few guys can hit that pitch!!

Anyway, school today was alright, but Amath test was just a total bloodbath. & I bet f43 hates us, hahah, we get to bring home our SS test to do leh A-W-S-H-U-M-M-M!

Something i find damn hilarious (i am very immature) :

heehee. Click to enlarge. I knowwwww i am so immature!!!!!!

K anyway, to end off: Pichaz of mai shmexy baby.

heehee.
DANNY SAYERS FTW.

2009-02-22T20:03:00.002+08:00

Today is the greatest
Day I ve ever kown
Cant live for tomorrow
Tomorrows much too long
I burn my eyes out
Before I get out

I wanted more
Than life could ever grant
Bored by the chore
Of saving face

Today is the greatest
Day I have ever known
Cant wait for tomorrow
I might not have that long
Ill tear my heart out
Before I get out

Pink ribbon scars
That never forget
Ive tried so hard
To cleanse these regrets
My angel wings
Were bruised and restrained
My belly stings

Today is
Today is
Today is
The greatest day
That I have ever known

Its not, actually. But I'm just so tired lately, especially after this past week. Yes, it had its ups and downs, and i don't know if its just a lousy week, or if its the stress, but i feel.. Tired. Burnt out. Like all my energy's gone and I just wanna stay in bed and never have to face the world.

God i'm so emo.

Anyway, yesterday chesna walked into my house, and she said,
"hi johann! how come you're not sleeping?"

for those of you who don't get it, she was talking to my brother, and Johann is MIAOMIAO's brother.

2009-02-22T18:09:00.009+08:00

DC.

where is this...

Beef chili cheese fries suck when there's chili in it....

Who r these people?!
*FROWNS*
hahah.

arguing.

What i doing siaaaaallllllz.

dunno what i was doing, but it looks like i'm on the phone...

i dunno where is this, but i look so emo!!!!!
J baby <3 ahahha

act cute chesna.

Luv <3

LOLOLOL!

HEEEHEEE.

yes this was at breakthru/

Good morning mister sunshine, you brighten up my day.
Come sit beside me in your way.
I see you every morning, outside the restaurants,
The music plays so nonchalant.

So tired.......
just when you think you're winning, you fall.
Saw ender's game in the school library, but a new cover. not nice. prefer the old one, i'm looking for the sequel. <3.

2009-02-20T17:47:00.002+08:00

God, i am going to write this week off as a screw up.
I've seriously had a very bad week. Okay, monday and Tuesday don't count, cause there was breakthru camp, and i enjoyed that.

But wednesday, thursday and friday.

Lets just write them off. I swear, these three days could have been a drama serial or something, tears, fights, teachers.. If everyday was like these three days, i would be so tempted to just stay in bed and never leave, i swear. This week was such a bad week, i cried today AND wednesday. And i must say that the people around me are damn supportive. Like, dylan was actually NICE (miracle okay), momo let dylan call her a dog to make me laugh, kajal patted my back, xinyi & huijun & anne were so nice, as well as ain. Everyone rocks man.

& i swear, i don't have a problem okay hahah i'm not going crazy or anything, this was just kind of a bad week... yeah. So, THANKS and much love to everyone who was kind nice sweet and generally really good people. You're awesome & i couldn't ask for better friends.

2009-02-19T21:27:00.003+08:00

I'm loving all the teachers la! Its like they're taking turns to be absent on the days when they have ALOT of periods. Aka, yesterday ms wong was absent, 3 periods. Mdm eng was absent today, 3 periods. Awesomeeeee.

So i managed to finish one really thick book today, and chesna's Evil Women which was on my table curiously yesterday, so i picked it up & read it. Btw chesna, its with mo now.

Thanks to Janice, i'm reading FML now. Camillia, Chesna, and a few others were absent today. Tsk. Edward too. But edward's really sick, so i'm not begrudging him that. Watched Double Jeopardy just now. Mo was telling me about it, so i borrowed it from Miao, and its kinda cool. But the woman was kind of obsessed. Scary.
The guy, i must admit, was smart though. Too bad he didn't study law or he would have known about double jeopardy, i actually took interest in that because of Fracture, where the guy used double jeopardy as well.

Damn i feel like watching Fracture now. Its nicer than double jeopardy, cos it centers more around the Law part of the case than the family, etc.

This has been a bad two days so far, though. I hope, wish, tomorrow will be better, yeah.

Don't, let the sun, be the one to change you, baby.
I, wanna learn how to love, if I'm to know
Cause, I wanna go where the people go
Cause I'm forever lost.

2009-02-18T17:52:00.024+08:00

As i promised, pichazzzzzz.

Admittedly, they're not ALL of breakthru camp la. But so. I have a lot of misc. pictures that need a home!
Anyway, today damn emo plz. Janice lucky she not same recess as us today everyone so emooooo.

Moving on, Luv wendy wong she didnt come heehee. 3 free periods, awshummmmmmm. Mrs lau hate her bleh tsk.
uh. Pe. sucks. I am very unfit. Hate. Butt hurts.

Okay nothing much else. bai. enjoy the pix.

All i can say is...
Epic phail plz.....

Luv!

2009-02-17T22:50:00.002+08:00

Breakthru camp was (and pun not intended,) awshummmm.

it was fun la though i have this bump on my leg ( some idiot kicked me but i'm not very sure who), and i'm kinda sad that it was only two days (stupid HODs). but three days might have been too much la, i don't know?

So first day was more of getting-to-know you kind of stage. But we did a skit & stuff, so yeah. & some project superband or smth guy came and sang for us, nicodemus or smth like that la. Sorry not a fan. Check other blogs if you want photos, i've got nada for you cos i'm not a fan so camera was stashed happily in bag.

Second day was more serious reflection-ey kind of stuff, and all. Games, concert again, then some talk & things. People cried, (this doesn't include eeching), and i felt teary too but nope the waterworks were safely off for me.

Ended kind of late, they were literally chasing us out of school. One last blue house photo even though some people aren't in it, and we had to leaveeee/ Awww.

K la i got pix but its kinda late and im kinda tired and i used a lot of kindas and kind ofs in this post.

Just gotta say, its better than what i expected, it didn't suck, it was awshum harhar and I think i would have preferred it to Adam Khoo.
yup.
Kbye/

2009-02-14T14:08:00.002+08:00

'Cause sometimes, Edie, I think you're all heart and I worry about how you get hurt by everything from Animal Hospital to reckless art boys who won't fall into line. And then there are the other times when you act like you don't have a heart at all.
- Diary Of A Crush, Kiss And Make Up.

Vday, D-day blablabla. Celebrating with my girlfriend(s).

Luvvie to those who can't come today, moz, itchy, ale baby!

Awesome topman shirt ^^^^^^^^^^

2009-02-10T20:58:00.002+08:00

Hey, you know they're all the same.
You know you're doing better on your own, so don't buy in.
Live right now, Yeah, just be yourself.
It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else.

EECHING!!! super happy for you laaaa. lucky bitch! hahah.
So i'm a bit sick, got small sore throat and cough. tummy hurts like hell too.
Am reading natural born charmer, some Eva Ibbotson book, and ender's game now. i kind of like ender's game.

:( weewien :(
im super annoyed at my headphones now, they keep on spoiling. I really should buy better quality earphones, *frown*

bah/ & to sec3s, have fun at your camp!

2009-02-07T14:02:00.006+08:00

yes i am damn bored.
At least i didn't go and chop my fringe AGAIN. now THAT would be a disaster.

ignore my PANTS under my SKIRT and focus on the damn cute kitty cat.

streaking around my room.

rubbing against my plastic bag that i got from the national library (Geylang east)

kimi say hi to janice the stupid girl who abandoned you *glare*

Iz a very cute cat, no?

Found all these in my webcam album. CHESNA!!!!!

2009-02-03T19:19:00.002+08:00

I WANT AN ARTBOY!!!!!

Like, i was re-reading Diary Of A Crush, Book 3, the roadtrip one (btw, have we created our road trip account yet? Since now is CNY we can put in more money! Plus edward & kevin going also right?)

Anyway, GOD. I want an art boy! Like, the card he made her, the card he gave her for her LAST birthday (the ironic one of the kitten chasing a bauble) and everything! awwww. And then he's so snarky sometimes, and so sweet sometimes. I giggled so many times today while reading, people prolly thought i was mad. And i got kajal to read it too! she borrowed the whole series at one shot, haha.

But i would have preferred to have the books in the old cover. I like the new one and all, but..... Sigh.

Anyway, am pretty psyched about our road trip, expecially after reading the diary of a crush one again. & you guys didnt tell me edward & kevin were coming lor! NVM EDWARD CAN DRIVE RIGHT.

library today after school. Books! ^^
Didn't borrow any, actually. hah. no more 8 book thing. sux.

Oh and i just realized something today. I REALLY don't like the whole new spurt of people pretending to be very good at photography. True, i admit that there are people who are good, and invoke thoughts like, "wow, thats a damn nice photo." when i see their photos.

But then there are alot of other people who are taking very random photos, and passing it off as all artsy fartsy. I don't like it, cause now, if i see maybe a nice photo of a tree, etc, i just don't feel anything. Cause i've seen so many of them that they are a dime a dozen now.

For me, now, real skill would be taking photos of PEOPLE, capturing the essence of the photo, the life of it.

I don't know la, thats just me, anyway!

2009-02-02T18:59:00.013+08:00

I would like to start off this post with three things:
1) People who cough & sneeze in public & don't cover their mouths properly.
2) Chesna
3) my awesome checkered plaid skirt.

I can't stand people who cough & sneeze & don't cover their mouths okay. Its just plain unhygienic. Which is where point two comes in. Chesna. Because of this bloody idiot, whenever someone coughs or sneezes, i can actually IMAGINE the germs spreading okay. It is just damn gross & i try not to breathe whenever someone coughs or sneezes anywhere NEAR me. Thanks ah, chesna.

Point three, my awesome skirt! I've worn it like, 2 times so far cause i haven't really had much of an occasion to wear it, but its so awesome and i luv it. prolly gonna wear it later. So i have my red one, and my green one, but my green one is not strictly the plaid kind. And i also have the matching green & red hairbands ^^
Bought them from Accessorize, and i was SO annoyed when my sister went and wore it before i did okay. TSK. Plus she has a nicer one okay. Burberry one.

I really need to post more photos. In fact, thats what i'll do now! Shall run down & get my cam cam!

Oh and we had the stupid feedback session today, which i feel achieved nothing, except let me know who exactly was the person who marked my paper so i could direct my annoyance in that direction. Apart from that, i felt it was absolutely useless, and i spent my time giggling & doodling with miaos & eeching, who sat with us.

MK actually supposed to be in the photo. But what idiot would wanna take photo with chesna?
Whoops eeching/

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This is momo, as drawn by miaos.

Chesna think she v cute.

Its a wonder people donated to me like that.

Even more of a wonder people donated to her.
Would you?
I guessed not.

Batu Gajah, home of Chezzzzzzna.

Mountains... Hohum.

Mother busy zilian-ing.

Please note that is NOT my finger.

Shaky hands!

I luff ec!

actually i hate her.

MAC nailpolish.

Kimying! I got absolutely no phototaking skilllllzzzz.

I are very happy with cowcow.

cowcow shitting.

2009-02-01T16:37:00.002+08:00

So..... i was left alone at home with my maid cos my parents & brother went to NTUC.

And i was bored.
So i did smth absolutely stupid & now look damn cheena.

and yes i know my nose i damn big. please ignore it.

how......... i hate myself.............
never ever leave me alone.
anyway, as i was looking for my webcam photos.... i found these.

ALETHEA SEOW WHY ARE THESE HERE.

2009-02-01T00:15:00.002+08:00

i am so annoyed right now, and my head is pounding like there's no tomorrow. I need my happy pill. where is he?

oh right, he is unaware of my existence. i suck. horrendously. am going to go feed myself on edie & dylan now since i don't have my own happy pill.

2009-01-28T21:05:00.007+08:00

So i would like to start of my post with the person who introduced me to the very wonderful peterpan (ain has it leh!), CHESNA FOG.

SHE IS DAMN ANNOYING PLEASE, AFTER TELLING ME ON SUNDAY THAT SHE IS CONFIRMED COMING BACK ON TUESDAY COS SHE HAS DRAMA ON WEDNESDAY, YOU KNOW WHAT SHE GOES AND DOES? She came back today!!!!! Today being a WEDNESDAY. Miss Chesna did you lose your brain in malaysia along with your cousin's chickens? Did you eat beef or smth? YOU LIAR LOR YOU. KANASAI LA never gonna trust u again *hurt face*

Anyway lee kahheng is still in malaysia too friday coming back isit? Dunno. Lazy to sms him. unlike that loser chesna, he has autoroam, but i'm not gonna waste my messages on him heehee.

Soz, today Ms Wong didn't come, 3 periods free, luv her. Doo also didn't come, 1 period i think. Luvvie! And in SS today we did transnational terrorism, which is DAMN fascinating. Am tempted to read more, but mrs lee's warning in my head.. HAHA.

But seriously, i don't mean to get tempted or drawn in by those ideologies, but no one ever does right? they just start believing. And i would SO not make a good terrorist please. I have no ballz. Can't stand the idea of pain. And dying for some cause? Not my cup of tea.

When i turned on my computer today, i about had a heart attack. EVERYTHING gone you know, only the basics. I was damn scared, and i restarted my computer. Luckily when it turned on again, everything was back to normal. I still don't know what happened, but it really scared me into making a backup disk. Which i am doing now. SIGH. My life is so hard ^^

Kay some photos nau taken in class but none from msia cos camera is downstairs & i are lazy so only pix from my phone, which we were messing with in class today. Oh and arun brought his prefect board photo and can i just say, junie, YOU DAMN CUTE HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA.

Oh and mdm eng gave out angbows and totally cheated my feelings cos it was just gummy bears inside. But i got tian huai's cos he couldn't eat ^^ actually he gave angel & i took it from angel but thats beside the point right ^^

FIND JUNIE!

Some weird drink with wine that my mom made.

Ain is entranced by her prefect thing/

Jeez i didn't even know she took this.

Ain & her lunch box.

Mdm eng so insensitive heehee.

I are sad.

Are we human, or are we dancers?

2009-01-27T18:44:00.001+08:00

HI BITCHEZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

Trust you had a nice, nice CNY? Chesna kena lecture from her mom cos of me ^^ i am feeling so happy nau.

Finally got mai lappy toppy back, i am so act cute. Malaysia, from Sunday to tuesday, just got back. Was stuck in traffic at immigrations for like, 1 and a half hours. sucks.

i ate. Alot. I will so get fat & round k. *pshhhh*

Slept alot on car trip home. Not much to post. Did you know that its dangerous to shelter under an overpass during a tornado?
*nods wisely*

OH AND JANICE! THE SONG, HUMAN?

It's are we human, or are we DANCERS ! Tsk scold me for saying its dancers....

2009-01-18T12:20:00.003+08:00

Soooooooo, I haven't been posting lately. I know i suck so much.
This actually occurred to me as i was sitting alone, ALONE *ahem* in starbucks yesterday. How come we take less photos with each passing year? Haiiiiiiiiii. heehee.

So you might ask, why was I alone? Cos alethea called chesna while chesna was sleeping, (never a good time to talk to chesna), and she heard wrongly or smth, but she thought it was cancelled, the whole mugging at starbucks thing.

But i don't mind mugging alone la, plus i got out of the house at least. What with all the construction going on, its so noisy at home during the weekdays & saturday. Plus its already so noisy for me, and i'm 2 houses away from the noisy. I pity my neighbour, who's right NEXT to it. Ah well, at least her O's are over, eh.

So on Friday, Ms wong didn't come. *giggles delightedly*
Except that ms lam went and took the second free period. SIGH. But ms lam is more tolerable this year la. I totally hated her last year. At least she no longer picks on me.

Anyway, anyway, my main point. During CME, we had to change seats, and of all the unlikely people to stay together, that stupid chesna & edward did. UNFAIRRRRR. But okay la, if she had switched them, Chesna would have moped the rest of the day & been totally unfun to hang out with.

I actually don't mind seat changing. I mean, i like most of the people in class & wouldn't mind sitting with them. Of course there are exceptions la. like... alex.................
MOVING ON, poor momo is now behind mr dandruff himself. & she is NOT liking it. poor cow *pat pat*

I'm next to tian huai ^^
Think he's funny laaaa, just, sorry dylan!!!!!!!

hmmm. So after school, lunch, this time Eeching managed not to puke (heehee) and then up for Cheena remedial. Which i actually found quite fun teehee

Then hawker for lunch, returned my library books, and back to school. OH WHILE WE WERE GOING TO HAWKER THAT EECHING & MOMO TOTALLY EMBARRASSED ME *pout*

my face felt damn red la hate them hate them hate them.
GG, and then met up with chesna & drama peopleeee and eve gave me sweet thingy aww then chesna ale janice & i went my house and we did stuff and we went to big splash there & we did more stuff & then we went back to my house and then they went home :)

Conversation between chesna & my dad at my house:
My father (spotting chesna): Oh hi chesna. Sorry I'm at home.
and then when we came back from East Coast and my dad was sitting downstairs watching tv:
Oh hi chesna. Sorry i'm not upstairs

haiiiiiiiiizzzzz ok piccy nau bai

Oh on totally unrelated sidenote, I WATCHED PETER PAN YESTERDAY (FINALLY) AND I AM TOTALLY IN LOVE.
Like the cartoon one makes you have this soft spot for Peterpan already, but the movie, ohhhhhh. Its so much better, and you just fall in love with pan!

"Girls are way too smart to fall out of their prams."

Awwww. But I'm not gonna recommend you to watch it cos i'm selfish & I want peter to myself.
If anyone knows where I can BUY the disc, please tell me? I'd love you awfully much.

Video Ezy didn't have it for sale, only for rental so i rented it lor, and if it wasn't for the fact that this is alethea's account, i'd be damn tempted NOT to return it.

k piccy nau

you know whathell she's doing?
SHE'S SUCKING UP THE DAMN RUNNY EGG YOLK WITH MY MILO STRAW.
*pukez*

i am so disgusting its not even funny ^^

She don't like her present that i left under the table!!
heehee.

chezzzzzna & moz

whats chesna doing ah?

On the bus to ACJC. awesome!

Hi love!

why eeching's face like that ah.

i look scary!
whee.

2009-01-14T23:16:00.002+08:00

I AM SO ANNOYED.

Something about me:
When i can't do something, i get progressively frustrated and annoyed. Math happens to be one of those things that can succeed in totally confusing and frustrating me. Don't get me wrong, i LOVE math. Clear, clean-cut answers, its the only subject where it is guaranteed you can score a perfect 100.

BUT ITS SO BLOODY ANNOYING AND CONFUSING WHEN YOU DON'T GET IT! There is no midpoint in math. You either get it or you don't. and right now, i am NOT BLOODY GETTING IT. WTF MUST WE LEARN PROBABILITY ANYWAY BLOODY HELL WHAT AM I GONNA CALCULATE THE PROBABILITY OF WHEN I GROW UP?

AM I SUPPOSED TO CALCULATE THE PROBABILITY OF ME GETTING PREGNANT?
THE PROBABILITY OF ME HAVING HOW MANY KIDS? WHAT?

This is just proving my point of why it is totally & utterly pointless. I don't really care what the odds are that i will pick a blue ball out of a box of red, blue, yellow boxes. And if a seed wants to grow into a white, red, yellow flower, then grow la! i don't care about the probability of it growing into whatever color. I am not so bloody bo liao thank you. And i would probably work myself up into a FIT just because of it ANYWAY.

AH HELL I HATE MATH.
Apart from math schools alright.

2009-01-12T20:45:00.002+08:00

Well maybe its karma. I'm feeling so uncharitable now, its scary.
Its prolly karma la. Someone DID tell me before about not bitching cos they were afraid of the karmazzzzzz.

Well fuck it, i will stop bitching, swearz.

On a sidenote, i need to stop reverting to watching cardcaptor when i feel sad/stressed/annoyed. And i need to stop critisizing the Chinese & American voices. But i cant help it! the chinese one is just so.. Teh. And the english one is too mature, swear.

2009-01-09T22:18:00.022+08:00

I was a quick wet boy, diving too deep for coins All of your street light eyes wide on my plastic toys Then when the cops closed the fair, I cut my long baby hair Stole me a dog-eared map and called for you everywhere Have I found you Flightless bird, jealous, weeping or lost you, american mouth Big pill looming Now I'm a fat house cat Nursing my sore blunt tongue Watching the warm poison rats curl through the wide fence cracks Pissing on magazine photos Those fishing lures thrown in the cold And clean blood of Christ mountain stream

So, its been a week, since school re-opened. Exactly a week. Hmm. Headstarts are over, which makes me feel kind of relieved, but kind of sad as well. I know, I'm like, damn stupid right. Bet i wouldn't have been sad if Chinese had been one of the headstarts as well.

The momo sucks that i wrote it class is still on my leg, very hard to come off. Annoying. Sorry momo! Cant be helped! Teehee.

*whines*
mai hair sh0 dry w0r

She think she very cute, clean her lips using marshmallow.

chocolate fountain.

chocolate is awesome.

nice legssssss
hehe

TIRED WHAT./

Chesna's present on mai feet!

First day of school
Chesna is visibly excited.

o.O scary.

2009-01-05T17:44:00.009+08:00

Hi baby, i just want you to know, you look really hot and sexy even wearing that skirt like thingy that you're wearing, whatever THAT is.
Really, however, i preferred you in your Never Back Down state, where you were shirtless and i could see your awesome tattoo, coz its really hot.

coin operated boy
sitting on the shelf he is just a toy
but i turn him on and he comes to life
automatic joy
that is why i want a coin operated boy

made of plastic and elastic
he is rugged and long-lasting
who could ever ever ask for more
love without complications galore
many shapes and weights to choose from
i will never leave my bedroom
i will never cry at night again
wrap my arms around him and pretend....

coin operated boy
all the other real ones that i destroy
cannot hold a candle to my new boy and i'll
never let him go and i'll never be alone
not with my coin operated boy......

this bridge was written to make you feel smittener
with my sad picture of girl getting bitterer
can you extract me from my plastic fantasy
i didnt think so but im still convinceable
will you persist even after i bet you
a billion dollars that i'll never love you
will you persist even after i kiss you
goodbye for the last time
will you keep on trying to prove it?
i'm dying to lose it...
i want it
i want you
i want a coin operated boy.

and if i had a star to wish on
for my life i cant imagine
any flesh and blood could be his match
i can even take him in the bath

coin operated boy
he may not be real experienced with girls
but i know he feels like a boy should feel
isnt that the point that is why i want a
coin operated boy
with his pretty coin operated voice
saying that he loves me that hes thinking of me
straight and to the point
that is why i want
a coin operated boy.

I want a coin-operated boy :(
& moz pls go get eljay okay serious.
English head starts today. all right i guess. Situational writing kinda sucked, but i liked free writing. Not sure if what i wrote about was consistent with the topic given, is conning someone & diverting company funds counted as fraud?

Ah well, i guess i'll know when i get back my results right. Combined humans tml, SIGH.
Why do they torture us so?

I wish i could fast forward till next year, I don't know if i'll be able to motivate myself enough to study as much as is needed for the score i want. Damn.

2009-01-03T23:06:00.001+08:00

Since everyone at least COMMENTED on their first day, here's how mine went:

HMMM not bad, didn't like the YOG thing much but at least we didn't have to stay in our committees. Like the new socks thing tho.

Bah. Sux.

& i'm being a photo asshole again hee. Love that phrase

2008-12-31T23:59:00.002+08:00

"...if growing up means it would be
beneath my dignity to climb a tree...
i'll never grow up, never grow up, never grow up,
not me." -Peter Pan.

so here it is, 12.01am, the first minute, the first day, of 2009.
And here i am, sitting alone in front of my computer and joining the peter pan facebook groups.
To be honest, I'm not feeling it. I'm not feeling psyched that oh YAY 2009 is here. Coz that means, O's. I'm just not feeling it. Which is why i didn't go for Eeching's countdown. I would just be like this bored person and totally upset the atmosphere.

I'm not feeling the "happy" part of happy new year.
I wanna rewind cos i really don't wanna take my O's.